Trying to make a decision

Thanks for the replys, 4flats a friend at work said almost the same thing you said and i've been doing that, me and the lord have had a few disagreements in the past and i've been trying to make up for them since. The money ain't the problem it's the unknown outcome that scares me. And my age i know i can do the job just not as fast as i used to. I'm going to have a t shirt made that says THE OLDER I GET THE FASTER I WAS lol. Thanks again i'm building motivation.