Trying to make a decision

That's my fear that i give up what i have even tho i'm unhappy and have to go crawling back a failure and start all over[i've got 4 weeks vacation every year]my pay is good for the area but it's not enough to cover bills after my pay cut where i lost around 150.00$ per week on 40 hours. I would get a part time job but they are few and far between around here. I have made cuts on household expenses, no more dinners out, the barracuda has to wait for it's restoration ect but still short every payday. And overtime is getting harder to get, soon slow season will be here and they will cut us back to 32 hours a week.

If you aren't happy doing what you are doing, go for something that you will be happy doing. You only live one life, and it isn't worth it doing something you don't like (especially when it isn't paying your bills). I say go for it man.