Frustration

I gotta say my motivation has motivated elsewhere the last six months,the wheather,the bills piled up,the lack of energy and everything that makes a man want to go the extra mile has been missing....I'm tryin...just havent got that boyish gleam in my eye lately....I still come on here everyday and have found myself posting more often means i'm gittin back on my horse to ride again...I finally got almost every stale project that was holding me back out of the way and the one great project that needs attention has made its way to the shop door,I got some shop cleaning to do and hopefully while cleaning the shop I will find my heartbeat and that gleam in my eye again. I'm fealing a lil' bit on the sorry side that I lost my motivation and my sense of self worth lately and hope I haven't let anyone down,If I have I am truelly sorry and hope I make it up to you,It's something that I just couldn't help,I hope you all understand.....:violent1: