Losing the motivation

I am 39, been dealing with depression since the end of my marriage 2 years ago. She married some dude 1 month after final papers were served. I bought the duster during the marriage and life was great until I found out how she hated the car and had no respect for my passion of the hooby and the duster.
People say keep the car, but to me, emotionally she is attached it. I would love to sell it and start from scratch. DIVORCE SUCKS and at times
I really do want to end it all. Recently, I heard current statistics that depression and anxiety among adults and our youth are at their highest levels ever. Best advise: Stay away from Russian women at all costs. They will make you think they love you, use you and dump you like a piece of trash. I am still in therapy because of everything and barely holding on to th enjoyment of driving a muscle mopar.