Cliff,
We all go through tough times and wonder why we are in the car hobby. I stepped away from it for over 10 years and then had a ''aha'' moment a few years back, just before i found and joined FABO.
It's in your blood forever.
I decided to get back into it again after i split up and divorced my first wife. I made up a realistic plan that would have me driving and enjoying these cars again. The plan was to not be involved as much in car clubs as in the past, and to fix the cars up to my own standards, not everyone else's.
My attitude now is to enjoy the hobby as time and finances allow, and not get too worried about what other people think, there are a lot of dream stealers out there.
My advice to you is to not panic and step away for awhile, keep your car, as well as to not expect as much out of yourself and the car for that matter and just take it one day at a time.
Glad to hear that you are still staying with FABO, it wouldn't be the same without you!
Chin up, money and health will come back and you'll find a way.