Lost 2 friends in 2 months

I really feel your pain, but it will get better with time, Two years ago sept 25 , we got a call my father had died, 10 minutes later got another call my brother in law had hung himself , and the next day my fathers brother died. And on Dec 10 1989 my youngest sister 19 at the time and my mother who at that time was 64 , were murdered .,My sisters boy friend had strangled my sister and smothered my mother to death. Believe me i have been there , and there will not be a day go buy you will not think of your friends that you have lost 68gtconvert, prayers go out.