Lost 2 friends in 2 months

I lost many good friends even as far back as high school. Mostly to auto crashes, but a few different things also including suicide, and one guy who was experimenting in his chem lab when he created a large explosion. My first wife died at 21, leaving me with two daughters aged 10 mos. and 22 mos. Not long ago my father shot himself. As terrible as this all is, it is offset by the great friends I still have, the great family I still have and all the new additions that have come along in 56 years. When I am saddened by the death of a good friend, it reminds me that I'm human.