Depression

Old man ray said

I understand your frustration but that would only end your problem and add more to your families. If you are really serious please get help immediately.
I wish you would accept the help from some here who have offered. I may not be saying this the right way but sometimes when our situation puts more then just us in a bad position we have to swallow or pride and do what's best for our family.

Please reconsider.

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You guys and gals out here are very kind and caring people and I value the friendships I have made out here since I joined this site almost 4 yrs ago. I will not accept any help due to my true belief that a man is responsible for his own and that is how I was raised. I will find a way to get through this. I have really no other choice. The offers are appreciated and I thank each and every one of you who have offered assistance to my family, but hey man it is tough for everyone. There will be better days ahead. I keep my faith in God and will trust in him to bring me through the storm. As for what I said to my wife, it was said out of sheer frustration and also depression. I was not serious about that. I just get very upset when I feel helpless about the current affairs of my family and I.