Hard to keep going sometimes

Thanks guys, for even taking the time to read the novel I wrote. Each response made me smile little.

Goldfish65, sorry to hear about the Crohns, you are right, they are alot alike. I too am thankful for ever day that is manageable, and the days when I get to feel like a normal person are great.

Oldmanmopar, yours sounds like a good idea lol. But, I can't sit still! Believe it or not, some people are saying that the medical marijuana puts uc into remission in a high percentage of people tested. My dad swears it helps his arthritis, probably why he has stuck with it for the last 43 years or so! Haha. I think alot of my time unemployed will be devoted to doing what I need to do to feel a little better, make sure I have a future, and enjoying the kids.

Aengineguy, thanks a bunch for the prayer. My family isn't very religious, and I think that is the first time anyone has said something like that to me. Made me feel pretty good.

Inkjunkie, I will be getting ahold of you. Feel a little out of it at the moment, or I would right now. I checked the sight out, and all 3 of the disorders are ssi eligible, depending on severity, etc. I will be 34 in a week, so it will probably be rough for me to get it. But, I have had the diagnosis of all of them for at least 6 years, multiple hospital stays, and a family history of the same things. I really appreciate the help, and like I said, I will definitely get ahold of you.

Thanks again guys!