Hard to keep going sometimes

I don't presume to know your situation but a few things come to mind regarding your medical conditions...maybe it's time to make a renewed effort to improve your diet, drink plenty of water and identify and avoid foods that make your symptoms worse. Look for ways to reduce what stress you can. Have you tried probiotics and other supplements you read about online that have helped others? Also many people have seen improvements through reading books that show you how to change thought patterns and beliefs that contribute to your illness. Years ago, I found a book called "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay, while I'm still not convinced of everything she claims, it got me to believe that our thoughts do play a big part in our diseases and we do have the power to change our thoughts.

Just throwing this out there for what it's worth and you are in my prayers.