Hard to keep going sometimes

Trailbeast-I have worried sometimes it would come to that, but I guess I will find out how she really feels when the time comes for me to apply for ssi. I told her that her attitude really bothered me, and that it isn't like I just called off work because I didn't want to go. I think she felt pretty bad, and has been trying to make it up to me. On the other hand, she does the same thing all the time. I guess I will do whatever I have to do.

66mopar77-Thank you! What you have sounds really rough. Especially with your job. Those immune system suppressants seem to work pretty good with getting the bad stuff under control, but they open up a whole new can of worms. I hope you are able to find some way to make it more bearable.

Rani-Made me smile! Lol. Thank you. I try to keep it together, I just make myself remember that it could be much worse. Sometimes it gets to me pretty bad though.

Goldfish65-Thanks for the advice! I try to watch my diet, no fried food, no spicy stuff, no brownies, pizza. Anything else is just hit and miss. The biggest thing that has helped is keeping a schedule. Eat at the same time every day, medicine same time, etc. I will check that book out, I love to read.