Hard to keep going sometimes

I finally worked up the courage to talk to my doc about disability. He said that with 3 different autoimmune disorders, the fact that I was laid off because of my UC and the way my former bosses handled it, the family history of the same disorders, and my long-running medical records, he has no problem with doing what it takes on his end. Made some appointments with some specialists, and even my psychiatrist said that he would do what he could to help. Also, the fact that I was also diagnosed with adhd and take med will helpwith the decision, according to my dr. He advised me to get an attorney just for the fact that it will be less likely to have any "little mistakes or set backs" and I won't have to wait as long. I guess in the back of my mind I was hoping the dr would laugh and say, nah you will be fine. Reality sucks sometimes.

On a better note, I got my super cheap springs/retainers in the mail today for my 5.9 mag.