Man I do NOT have the suds, anymore

I was in a sling for mopars in the park in Tulsa last fall from surgery on my right shoulder. Still not healed up (6.5 mos) and have a torn rotator cuff on the left that needs surgery. The doctor freaks out when I refuse the damn pills they (and the drug companys) want me to get hooked on. F#$k em.....a day without pain is like a day without sunshine.