CAR HUNT! or BOF & me car shopping!

I want to thank you all for the kind words and prayers.
It's been very difficult especially this morning with everyone schedules and habits changed making adjustments for a loved one being gone forever.
His head being petted was the very first thing I did in the mornings.
When at the vets office they told us they didn't know if he would last 2 days or two months. We just didn't realize it would be two hours.
I was really mad at myself for not taking care of the final situation while at the vets office. But after realizing he got to go for a ride home, lay in his own bed, and say goodbye to Loki his brother, Clay our son and his mom and Dad, I guess it was the right thing to do. He was very happy he was at home in his own bed when he passed. It was just very difficult to make that second 60 mile round trip to the vet right after I left there an hour or two ago.
I'm just not taking this very well and ABodyBetty is taking it worse since she just lost her Mother a couple weeks ago and then we loose Lex on Mother's day.
Sometimes life just piles on one hardship after another. God bless us all. Life is short so live it like there is no tomorrow because there really truly isn't a tomorrow.