respirator????

sensitivity to the isocynanates is what paint guy said. it makes me feel like I run a fever but have no fever. I understand there are better respitators than others. 1968 fformulas340 you are right, I should have full suit air supply or forget it. back 40 years ago, ( always been a horseman), I would buy a used horse trailer, have it blasted and paint it with alkalid enamel and sell it. that paid for the other horse related things I needed. then I had one I used acrylic emamel with hardner. next day the effects hit. had problems with epoxy, paints, base/clear system. I can do all the metal repair, filler work, I should just find someone that will shoot it and I can spray it where I can afford the labor. I can't afford to pay some shop a stupid price to shoot it.
i'm at age I guess where its easy to get "down". I look at my life and see I have so much to be thankful for. so many have so many problems ... I can't bring myself to "vent" my frustrations, depressions, funk or whatever we call it!???