Revenge

Not necessarily talking about this thread...and while that MAY be your perception of some of your past comments it sure as hell isn't mine...nor that of at least one other person....as to getting help, I do see a doc bi-weekly but, just like in my past he is not always able to help me. I am one that can not take any anti-depressants/mood stabilizers. In some one like me a cocktail of drugs is what normally works. I have never been able to "deal" with any of the mood stabilizers. And if just an anti-dependant is taken...well...I will be on a near constant manic ride...in the past some of my most memorable moments have been when on anti-depressants. While these memorable moments are often very comedic I was taking an anti-depressant the day I pulled the trigger of a loaded .357 I had in my mouth....