RIP Dee

sorry for your loss as so many others on this great site have said and given some good advise. Everyone is different and deals with grief in their own way. Lots of us have been through it and you can get through it too. I was so numb and confused I just had to get out on my tractor cutting hay to have time to myself and think things through. People would stop by and ask me didn't I know it was going to rain and I said it didn't care. It is tough trying to be strong for the kids and not show how much you are hurting inside too. I am praying for God to give you the strength and courage to make it through. It gets easier with time so take one day at a time. Joe