Stop in for a cup of coffee

well, I wasn't going to say anything because it's kinda embarrassing to me, but I have to admit I am freaking out.

Now that Mr. Stan lost his battle with cancer I am really freaking out because I am not really able to enjoy the 4th because last week I was at the doc and he thinks I have abnormal lump in my breast. So I go this week to check it out with another doc.

I was doing fine with it and I didn't want to tell anyone because its a woman problem and its kinda embarrassing and I don't want to bring anyone down. Now with everything, I am freaking out and I am having strange thoughts that I might be joining those who are doing burnouts in the better place.
Should not be embarrassing at all Rani. A few years ago I had tenderness in my left side and could feel a knot or lump. So I went to my family doctor and she sent me forward for a mammogram myself. Told me that is was not all that uncommon for men to get a lump. Imagine My embarrassment, sitting in the waiting room with all women waiting to get their mammograms. I got some weird looks alright. In my case is was just some kind of infection or inflammation. They gave me some antibiotics and it went away. Please get checked out as soon as you can, and don't worry too much about it. Remember we all care for you a lot and are here for you.