Stop in for a cup of coffee

well, I wasn't going to say anything because it's kinda embarrassing to me, but I have to admit I am freaking out.

Now that Mr. Stan lost his battle with cancer I am really freaking out because I am not really able to enjoy the 4th because last week I was at the doc and he thinks I have abnormal lump in my breast. So I go this week to check it out with another doc.

I was doing fine with it and I didn't want to tell anyone because its a woman problem and its kinda embarrassing and I don't want to bring anyone down. Now with everything, I am freaking out and I am having strange thoughts that I might be joining those who are doing burnouts in the better place.
Sadly -death is inevitable.. how you live life is optional - Stan had a good life, of that I am sure. We deal with problems as they arise and, no matter what the outcome, forge forward and keep your chin up. Do what you can to stay ahead of it all and FIGHT like the dickens if something does come up!!