Deep breath and relax Chris. It will be what it will be and you will forge ahead and find a way to something better no matter what happens. Have faith in yourself and the Universe that there are good things ahead as long as you keep moving in a positive direction in mind, body and soul.
Clear your mind and sit down and have a nice meal with your kids and savor the moments together every time you can...because they will never come again.
Don't let the circumstance steal more than what it has already by giving it all of what you are.