Yeah the talk with Hoppy really helped last night. I usually don't get flustered like that but it caused me to panic really. Hoppy talked with me for about an hr and made me realize things will be ok either way. Combined with the lack of sleep, it was really overwhelming me. And not being able to tell the wife for worry about her freaking out left me to bottle it up. I really owe Hoppy a 6 pack or three