Stop in for a cup of coffee

I know. Thing is I doubt they honor my request . Two years left though

from everything you've said, you know in your heart what to do, you just need to convince your head to accept it and do it

Change is unknown and scary... Sometimes you have to take that chance or nothing will get better...

I've been nervous starting new jobs, but they've worked out for the better once I got settled in... If I don't like them, I can always find another and leave - you have to take that leap of faith and run with it...

It's scary to leave your comfort zone, but sometimes you have to if you want things to change for the better...