Buried a friend today :(

Thanks guys. Still awake here at 2:AM. Up all night with aching body isn't new. The additional side order of saddened heart might be a first.
A woman gives birth and says, "I'll never go through that again". A man looses his dog and says, "I'll never go through that again". There were 8 years between our 2 children. Only 3 years between Roxanne and Nikita. Never say never huh? Right now I'm thinking I'll tear down my dog lot. Call it my menapaws. If the wife should bring home a lap breed later on, so be it.