I've already told my wife that if I get to the point like my grandmother with her dementia, just hand me a .45 and walk me to the tallest oak on the farm and leave me. I'm not putting my family thru that. Too painful
If you get to that point, you wouldn’t know what to do anyway.
Life is all it is...and the words about ending it are just BS.
You will end as you end, if you want to check out before then to save them the heartache...do it now and save everyone the caring and love that they will build over the next 40+ years so they can get on with their lives now and forget about you.