Yes I know I had quit dipping once before and knew how hard it was and i knew how hard quiting alcohol was going to be and I didnt want to do it twice. So i did it at the same time. It was never easy. And as much as I hate to admit it 3 years later its still not. But for the sake of my family I have not stumbled or anything.
That is incredibly sad im so sorry. For all the others that have lost loved ones im so sorry I have been on both sides of it as a recovering alcoholic I know torture you put yourself thru and as the son of an alcoholic I see the hell it puts the family thru. My dad was a recovering alcoholic and drug addict who was sober for 21 years and about 10 years ago started again the last 3 years since I have been clean our relationship has been a struggle.