Ultimate home defence pistol?

Wow you are one of the few people that have actually shot one and still not liked it. I see alot of haters hate them and have never fired one then they do and do a 180! I am one of those people I have to admit.
I've fired both the 19 and the 30. Super reliable and they do what they're supposed to. I honestly didn't care for either. I'm trained on the 1911 and that's what I stay with. I'll add in that I'm a lefty and have operating my 1911s down pat.