VIRUS HITTING CLOSE TO HOME

This is what really bothers me. People don’t realize there is so much more to this then just getting sick and dying. I don’t care what kind of virus it is. If someone you are close with gets the flu (any flu) and dies then you will be wondering if you are the one that gave it to them. If my grandmother dies from this then I will always be wondering who she got it from. This is way more complex then “it was her time to go”.
Yep I agree 100 percent I have been a germaphobe for a while now it started for me years before this recent pandemic. My wife has severe germaphobia and other issues and thru the years I have adopted her fears I'm not as severe as her but I'm just more aware I dont panic when I get a cold or anything like that but the flu scares the **** out of me and food preparation is a big fear for me I rarely eat out and when I do its somewhere I know and have eaten at before I don't try new places lol i don't other peoples cooking. If we have a potluck or something at work I wont eat it I dont eat at family gatherings etc I'm not afraid of getting dirty or anything like that Its mainly other peoples hygiene that bothers me.