I must step away from FABO for a while
You two are newly weds! My wife and I have been married 52 years. We are in good health and joke about the things we are going to change if the other goes first. That conversation usually ends up serious because we can't imagine a life without the other. There is hardly a memory that doesn't have her in it. It will be hard, but try to find something to fill your time- another car? another hobby? volunteer your time to help others? Good luck, buddy. Murray.