I must step away from FABO for a while
Mike, when we are young nobody prepares us for the devastating moments that will eventually come. The joy we feel during life's best monents can never compare to the pain we feel during life's worst moments.
Last year my father passed away right in front of me, very unexpectedly. 17 months later and it's still incredibly hard.
But I learned something that was an enormous help... The greatest therapy in the world is sitting in the garage right now. I don't know what your car status is. Maybe yours is completely restored, maybe you have some upgrades you want to make, or maybe you are working on a project car.
My point is this... You can find hours of solace by putting your energy and focus into restoring a car. And every repair you make or milestone you hit along the way can be in her memory.
I wish you the best, sir. The Good Lord will carry you through this.
Footprints In The Sand.