I must step away from FABO for a while

That's a very difficult situation to deal with. Something you can never prepare yourself for. Just remember you are not alone in this. There's people who truly care and understand the pain you feel from your loss. Time will help but it will never feel the void in your heart. That can only be filled with the precious memories of your loved one. I hope you find the peace within yourself that when you think of your wife you can smile and remember the person you loved. 65'