I must step away from FABO for a while
God bless you and lessen your pain so that it is bearable.All things are bearable with Jesus Christ.
Not religious? Everyone grieves differently.Only suggestion I have is do not let it consume you.If I sit in one place too long my thoughts and feelings can consume me.It is hard to see the light with a blanket pulled over your head.
I pray for your peace and well being.Seek out others who have been where you are.You do not have to go this alone.
George