I must step away from FABO for a while
I'm sad to hear this, I know how bad severe depression can be, I had it once for no reason at all, when I was 16 years old, I had just got my drivers license and had a 68 charger and a 70 coronet I was working on and bam! For no reason at all it hit me, I didn't want to eat or even walk, I didn't drive for almost a year, it took me over a year to get over it, I found Christ during this period in my life and got better from that point on. My prayers go out to you, just hang in there we are all with you!