When to give up?

It touched me to read your story bro. I walked a little of that road when I was in my late 30s I worked in the sawmills of Oregon for about 16 years multiple back injuries. Wrapping joints multiple pulls and strains MRI,S morphine injections just to get me off the floor. I had to retire from the industry because I couldn't even play basketball with my young son anymore. But there's two part of a man his body and his spirit, the spirit being the most important for happiness in my opinion so take care of your mind get involved with positive reinforcement and I could have never done it without spiritual alignment! But it can be a complicated road and you need a good mentor, happiness comes from the heart. You can be happy I'm living proof! Just like a beautiful A body we can be restored.