I put it into gear and it dies.
See the ballast resistor?
Follow J2A back to the splice.
Then follow wire J2 dark blue with trace to the connector.
Looks like N
Its going to be a corner position on the same side as the bump.
Drawing orientation doesn't always match the way we are looking at it.
The little bumpouts are the clues.
On that connector the fusible link (A1B) is another good reference. Its the opposite corner J