Lost my temper today.
I get mad at people from time to time. They can call me any name in the book and I won't react. But if you touch me during this time, muscle memory kicks in along with adrenaline and it is on. All the old training comes to the front of my mind and I'm having fun I haven't had since I was in my late 20s taking combat karate and kick boxing. We use to beat the crap out of each other all in good fun of course.