model career my be over

Maybe some inspiration for you, maybe not but I’ll add, I used to race supercross on a semi professional level, I shattered my right wrist including the scaphoid (carpal navicular) after a bad crash. The docs said I would never ride at that level again. I was horrified at the thought of not riding and racing. They were sure I would lose function (at least in some way) of my thumb and possibly fingers. Two years of recovery and some physical therapy and I had zero loss of strength or movement. I raced for another 5 years. Still ride to this day. Sometimes the docs give you worst case scenario and it ends much better. Keep your head up and positive thoughts and get healed. Don’t give up something you love because someone else says you “can’t” or “won’t” be able to do it. Best wishes.