The very fact that you're willing to try and put forth the effort is the difference between living and merely existing. Gives me hope.
Just remember that you won't always succeed. Life will be really hard at times. But as long as you fail-forward and continue pursue your goals, you'll have one helluva life story to tell someday.
Thank you friend, that really means a lot. My life isn't bad, it could be a lot worse but it could also be a lot better! And nothing about it will change unless I put in the effort.