I understand......When mom passed dad sat at her bedside saying it was not to happen this way and for the next 3 years he said he wanted to be with her. A broken heart is hard to heal.
My dad and me crawled into the bottle for about 3 weeks. Dad called a girl and got remarried 6 months later. Made it 15 more years with that woman. Of course, dad was a good catch. :lol: