LONG covid? COVID Pneumonia?

I was in the hospital last year this time for a month and my doctor told me when I was discharged I was one of about 20 he saw leave the hospital out of 1000 patients. I frankly want to believe the bio-weapon was accidentally released and not intentional as if it was intentional that means someone tried to kill me. Being Italian I believe in an eye for an eye. I'll leave it at that.