A question and an ask SBM 318

Thanks for the Kudos and the pep talk, but most times lately I'm outta "G.A.S." "Give A ****". I wonder if when these kids are grown and gone if my "Give A ****" will be back, or if I will be permanently mentally broken from all the B.S.

In other thoughts, I'm not planning on using the oil slinger ring either. I wanted to use the 3.9L V6 timing chain tensioner with a double roller chain, but have heard of bad results with that.
i got a 19 yr old son thats special needs and a 17 yr old daughter thats adhd and bi polar, a older brother that had 3 strokes all on my own single parent and try to be a truck driver as much as i can and i do wounder if ill ever get my "give a damn" back as well!! any ways good luck with it all!!