Where do I look now
Seriously? Are you looking for a car, or are you dreaming? Metric ****-tons of guys here, throw everyone here who has tried to help you on a scale and that truck stop scale WILL read, "Metric ****-Ton," have tried to help you over the last year or so.
Your problem is not that you can't find a car. You are acting like an indecisive ***** and because of that it does not matter what car you MAY end up with. You will never be happy with what you have. You could end up with a Pebble Beach concours Packard, Auburn Cord, or Mercedes 300 SL that Kennedy, Elvis AND Larry Bird gang banged Marilyn Monroe, Lana Turner, Audry Hepburn, Princesses Leia and Diana, and Elvira Mistress of the Night in and you wouldn't buy it for a dollar.
The problem is not the car, the problem is YOU. You need to figure out what you need to do to unfuck yourself because nobody here can help you.
Seriously? Are you looking for a car, or are you dreaming? Metric ****-tons of guys here, throw everyone here who has tried to help you on a scale and that truck stop scale WILL read, "Metric ****-Ton," have tried to help you over the last year or so.
Your problem is not that you can't find a car. You are acting like an indecisive ***** and because of that it does not matter what car you MAY end up with. You will never be happy with what you have. You could end up with a Pebble Beach concours Packard, Auburn Cord, or Mercedes 300 SL that Kennedy, Elvis AND Larry Bird gang banged Marilyn Monroe, Lana Turner, Audry Hepburn, Princesses Leia and Diana, and Elvira Mistress of the Night in and you wouldn't buy it for a dollar.
The problem is not the car, the problem is YOU. You need to figure out what you need to do to unfuck yourself because nobody here can help you.