I do think that maybe the perception of what is "golden" changes as you age. Right now I tell people that when I wake up in the morning and see the ceiling, it is already a good day. 30 years ago it wouldn't have been that. But I know where you are coming from. I lost 15% of my heart in '96 with a heart attack and it has slowed me down but it hasn't stopped me. You always have two choices, swim upriver to see what's there, or quit swimming and float past what you've already seen.