I post this with a heavy heart
I had to hit your postings to understand the conversation, but DEEPLY saddened to read this is the passing of your Son. Not the way it's supposed to work, we're supposed to be first and I offer my sincere condolences as someone that's been down this road with a Daughter.
It's a tough row to hoe, but you'll get down it. You'll never get over it, but you can move forward. Chin up, be there for the family and always remember there are closet doors to hide behind for a good cry. PM me anytime you feel the need, we'll shed a tear together.... Wayne