Well.. if the depression started after you stopped drinking that is probably it, you got your brain used to X chemical influence and then took it away, takes time to adjust back :) You will get there.. and that LSD thing.. it's such a tiny amount you don't even get a buzz... just makes the bad **** go away. I actually tried it after a ton of research and reading a book by one of the top Ex-FBI anti-drug people tried it when their life was falling apart cause of mood swings/depression.