It’s just not racing trust me. I haven’t been to the pistol range in months and the long range at all this year. I haven’t bought a fishing license in two years and lost my local private fishing lake. And those are things I love to do too. Weather permitting I will make it to the range next week even if I have to force myself to go. Heck I even put in 8 months to get a silencer so I could shoot in my back yard and not bother the widows and I tried it out once. Laziness, pure laziness.