Have you ever lost

Love the wagon! Like most here getting older makes things harder to work on physically. I repair all the cars in the family. No lift and 80% outside including winters. Only had a car in the shop 3 times in my life. Been through some **** these past 5 years which depression doesn't help. I lost my 1st born son who loved my cars and would hang in the garage and help me out when needed. He would have gotten 1 or both rides. My other two kids have no interest so now it's just me. No other Mopar buddies to hang with like in the old days. Will probably sell my Hardtop and always vowed to keep my Ragtop I've had since 1985.