I was just feelin something

This is what happened... I wrote. I wish I coulda gone for a drive but my car is in the middle of "A cocoon"


I wish I listened more... I wish I woulda been right. I wish I woulda known what's best for the rest. I wish I knew how to say that. I wish I had worked harder. I wish I could use my mind smarter. I wish it was the begining of a new day and just getting warm by the Ocean. I wish I was smokin. I wish I wasn't awake in the middle of the night all the time. I wish I wasn't all by myself all caught in my mind. I wish you where here. I wish they made words to describe how I feel. I wish I could be clear. with myself. I wish I could see me now. I wish you could be me out. I wish for my ideas to leap out. Of my head. I wish I had a Cozy bed. I wish someone could help me sort these thoughts out better. I wish I could just Stare and have that be better than listenin. I wish it was easy to explain things to women. I wish I could understand what she means. I wish I didn't listen to everything I’ve seen. I wish I could ignore things that are not in my best interest. I wish I had the wisdom to always know the difference. I wish I was Fishing. I wish I was Tougher. I wish I was a better Lover. I wish I knew what it's like to create a life. I wish the only one I wanted was my wife. I wish we had our whole Lives. I wish I always had two smiles. I wish my Art would grow. I wish my Career would Flow. I wish my mind would expand to know. I wish my heart didn't go where it sometimes gows. I wish I knew what path to take. I wish I could always say I feel Great. I wish I had ate. I wish that I had no one to Hate. I wish I could always talk to my Soulmate when I feel like life is a game and I'm in Checkmate. I wish I was never ever late! I wish I was always wearing a New Blue Ribbon. I wish I had Given. I wish I could say how the good life is Livin. I wish I wasn't missing. I wish the whole world would listen. I wish people gave more kisses and took less pills. I wish America wasn’t chasing cheap thrills. I wish I hadn't pissed away bills.
I want to see someone else who cares. I want to know their fears. I want to give them Chills. I want to take little trips. I want to lock Lips. I want to pitch tents for which with you may sleep. I want it to be DEEP. I want to watch over her when she weeps. I want to cook what I like to eat. I want to stoke up the fire. To make her Desire. I want it. I want to give it right back. I want to bring it. I want to have always brought it. I want a cottage. I want a Horse. I guess you could say I want a little bit more. I want to score. I want to Race. To challenge the pace. I want Trellaces & Vines and kinds of great Wines. I want to fly! When I so desire. I want to Aspire. I want to walk Miles. I want to Reach something. I want to Teach something more. I want things to look neat without so much chore. I want to sit back and Order. I want to serve the Earth more. I want to know what to look for. I want to study what I know more. I want to settle the score. I want it to be more like before. I want to make the difference more. I want to raise a boy. I want to see what he likes. I want us to ride bikes. I want to teach him what’s right. I want him to be bright and to see the light more. I want him to stay fresh and grow up and know what he’s for. I want to put my hand on his shoulder when he feels sore. I want him to do so much more! I want this life to teach me more things than others have known before. I want to see more with my Vision. I want to radiate Wisdom. I want to trust what I have been Given. I want you to read this and feel what I Believe in. I want to be the Pheonix that this world needs to have seen Risen.
My friends call me Maximum and I know I am different.
I want just you and me... Why can't we just meet? I do not seek Defeat. These lyrics and words will just slip through my teeth...


-I guess something the Lady did got me into a blues kind of mood..