Lost my best friend
I lost a childhood friend that was for all intents and purposes my "brother" when we were 34 yrs. old. A day doesn't pass that I don't think of him or wish it hadn't happened. We were both trouble when together and his death was a wake-up call for me to clean up and straighten out, which I did. His battle was cancer that was diagnosed in Nov. and we buried him in May. My battle was self-induced and made me realize life is short...... and to do something about it.
My condolences and believe me, unfortunately I know what your feeling.... may they both rest in peace.