As bad as it may feel now
.. It is for the best.
It's like the old girlfriend I had
. We were even engaged
. I was soooo in love
. So in love I didn't even realize how shtitty my life was.
She got drunk every day and I loved her
.
She lied all the time and I loved her
.
She cheated and I loved her
.
She left me for another man and I still loved her
..
I looked for another woman to fill her place
. even though I still loved her
.
Then one day I pulled my head out of my ***
. This moment of enlightenment came one day when I was watching TV
I was sitting in my underwear scratching my balls, drinking a beer and enjoying the sound and smell of my own farts. No joke.
My life was great
. I mean really, really great
. It was at that point that I truly realized how crappy and chaotic my life had been with her and what a disaster the relationship was
I ran into her about a year later
. Her new husband was in Iraq. She asked me out for a drink and started the same old sweet talk
. I just walked away.