Alone................

Dude, it get's better.
Perhaps this is YOUR opportunity to find out who YOU are. I am in no way saying it's your fault. I am saying you've been given a chance to be the real man that you are.
I won't bore you with the details of my life, it doesn't matter. I'm still rebuilding.
Take your time, be yourself. You got a ton of friends here to lean on if you need it.